idk why things go this way.when people start getting emo.
about life/friends/grades.
whatever.
they start posting about it.
writing about it.
or talking about it.
they express it, in that sense.
but after some time.
you can see that they change.
they no longer talk about it.
or say anything of that sort.
they seem to be happier.
or might have just gotten over the "teenage phase of depression".
but sometimes i really wonder.
are they just acting it out?
suppressing their emotions?
or maybe they've realized that they hurt others in the process of expression.
i won't say hurt.
maybe worry? idk.
it affects others, to an extent.
so probably they just stop it.
but what i really fear is that when they have no more channels to say what they feel.
everything just gets cooped up inside.
no one cares anymore, no one knows anymore.
that one day they just can't stand it.
and give up, in whatever sense you want to interpret that.
and i'd rather they continue lamenting about their sorrows.
even if it affects me negatively.
won't you?